Winter

Winter

Thursday, March 10, 2011

Not a great day....

So, today was not awesome.  And as my day moved along and things just kept coming up that were not going well, I entertained myself with a pretty humorous dialogue in my head.  I woke up leisurely (which is great of course) but I stayed tired all morning long.  I got dressed in an outfit I began to despise the second I left the house.  I had some interesting road rage for a few fleeting seconds.  I hated the way my hair looked.  My first appointment that I left the house early for I was not able to see my client at school due to a stupid assembly (no idea if it was actually stupid, just stupid in my opinion because I was not aware of it before going to the school).  I then went into work and could not log into my work server to check email, do anything productive or even get on the internet at all, therefore I drove all the way to work to use the microwave in heating up my soup and then ate it at my desk as I stared at the wall.  I went to my next appointment and things went fine there, however I am pretty sure I wrote I was there for an hour on the sign in sheet when really I was only there twenty minutes.  It is a tiny little thing I know, but it still was frustrating because my "baby brain" lapse of thinking has started coming up at very odd times.  I have trouble getting the words that I am thinking connected to my mouth to say them.  I have told many stories to friends and family members recently and in the middle of speaking I say "Did I already tell you this?"  I can't remember what stories I have shared, I feel as if I am repeating myself and I lose my train of thought every so often.  Then I was on my way to my next appointment and thankfully I called ahead to find out the kid was sick before I had to drive all the way to his school.  I was still feeling irritated and decided what I really needed was a hair cut.  I told Matt over the phone I went to get a hair cut spontaneously and he said "oh no, did you cut it all off?"  He was already anticipating a crazy quick decision made by his pregnant wife feeling particularly irritated on any given day.  I calmed his fears and said "no but I do feel a little off today".  I ended my afternoon with a quick hair cut and was at least happy that the sun was shining.

Now that I am home I have changed out of those miserable clothes, my hair looks great :) and I had a delicious snack.  Ohhhhhh, this day had to be documented somehow to remind me how very thankful I am because a "bad day" does not happen very often at all.