kestan and i went to the park this morning, we walked than he fell asleep in the stroller so i layed on a park bench for over and hour. i worked through our guest list, and read a book, and than i just layed there staring up at the trees and feeling the warm sun on my skin and the breeze in my hair. i needed that nothingness, which was also something. i have to remind myself that i can just be, i don't always have to be reading, drawing, watching, moving, it's a good time to attempt to quiet my thoughts.
driving home with the windows down, the idea of eating the rest of my turkey sandwich was not appealing. i went to a great mexican restaurant and bought chicken fajitas for my lunch. it was a nice treat.